it is so simultaneously disembodying and hyperembodying to be in pain

wip: WYSIWYG editor (just added the little language editor bit to code blocks) which is entirely CommonMark-driven! Behold:

iex(7)> Kv.Content.get_item!(139).body_md |> IO.puts
[debug] QUERY OK source="items" db=0.9ms idle=335.6ms
SELECT i0."id", i0."kind", i0."path", i0."title", i0."metadata", i0."published_at",
i0."published_at_slug", i0."tags", i0."body_md", i0."inserted_at", i0."updated_at",
i0."author_id" FROM "items" AS i0 WHERE (i0."id" = $1) [139]
↳ :elixir.eval_external_handler/3, at: src/elixir.erl:386

* echawwo mi kin, **hereeee**
  * yesssss
  *

```rust
func main() -> Result<(), Box<dyn Error>> {
  // nyonk!
}
```

yeehaw

```plaintext
o//
```
:ok

Follow-up to cosas pequeñas:

• The little blog engine slowly grows more capable. It’s been nice.
• Decided to turn that homelab server into a gaming PC instead, haha psyche! Instead decided to learn better how to cross-build things and operate k3s without trying to shove everything through a NixOS module.
• Ketamine infusion probably happening around August.
• Clonidine effectiveness wore off, increased dose, wore off, increased dose, wore off. Just saw my psychiatrist again and he, like every other specialist, is “drawing a blank”. Going to keep increasing the dose of that/try not to fall over/try not to run out and get hit with rebound hypertension, consult again in 4 weeks. Not feeling super good about this but wcyd
• Autumn has been lovely, hello winter!

Rest in peace, Charlotte.